wow. Hello again, it's been a while XD; I'm so busy orz I finally finished one of my applications...even though it wasn't 100% written by myself u.u My dad is so persistent, I hate how 'old-fashioned' he's being orz I keep on telling him that it's not like 20 years ago anymore and in this time and age it's okay to be honest. In fact, you're supposed to be cuz American colleges look at the person, not how formal they are >__<;; It's really annoying...especially when he insists on filling out blanks you don't have to fill out orz Please, dad, less is more, seriously....why can't you understand that they file thousands of applicants so the lesser you put in, the more appreciative they'll be? otl. for srs.

I know he meant well but he invited my family to raise their glasses and congratulate me for finishing my first application. I didn't smile, I felt like he was patting my shoulder with big heaving slaps until I was close to orzingUu cuz like...first application...took this long to finish...CONGRATULATIONS....you have 8 more to go!

Please.Uuuuu

Anyway, so, I've been meaning to do this for a while and now I finally can! (Gomen, Pao, I've been meaning to do this for 2 weeks now so I'll get back to your message tomorrow ^^;) Critiques for doujinshi in the BL Hetalia Anthology: "Under the Same Sky".

:D

( Under the Same Sky )

It's coming out November 25th!!! and and and I got to listen to the previews here:: http://www.animate.tv/pv/details.php?id=1256018013 and and like, like Finland's Christmas theme is SO CUTE and then, and then, it's gonna include Germany, Italy, and Japan's theme songs too! >w< I can't wait for the 2nd one (even though it hasn't been planned yet??) but ohh I needa hear it liek, nao plz?

America's Chara CD came out too~~♥ I needa hear it~ Gotta DL it~~~~

and ummm I'm curious about the APH: World Wide Walking book...it says it contains (Edit: summarizes, actuallyUu) episodes 1 - 26 in it as well as 127 color pages...and it's like, A5 size and only 1260 yen! I wonder if I should get it...it says it has character profiles too which I want for reference...

I definitely want the manga volumes~ but I wonder if I'll be allowed to buy more than two things...

oh, in case you're wondering, I'm doing some Amazon Christmas shopping right this minute -laughs- Already? Well, it's gotten cold lately so I've been in the mood~ Finland's Christmas son didn't help >w< !!

So...the first two comics for sure, I want the OST, and...-looks about- awww, they've got memopads in the shape of passports!! and LOL I WANT THAT!! xDDDDD

ve~ what to do~ (=フ= )~ <-lol it's the curl XDD)

hey, hey, you know what I realized yesterday? Well see, this 2 year-old daughter of my mom's friend came over last night to sleep over since her sister is about to be born and her parents wanted some time alone before the baby is due so she, Miu-chan, came to stay with us.

She's adorable. *D*D*D* She's so obedient and quiet and she has these big eyes and her soft long hair and kyaaaa you just wanna eat her!!! >D<>D<>D< !!! So I had to feed her dinner and she was just so cute my mind went all hot and I couldn't stop grinning like an idiot and 'kawaeee'ing every 5 minutes XD

so then I thought, "This is strange, after all these years of taking care of kids I'm still here getting runny noses at the cuteness....hah...this is...stupidly Antonio-like dammit ¦DDD"

Miu: gotto-tama! [gochisosama!] OoO)/

Me: -mind 'splode- KAWAEEEYOOOOO YABBBBEEEEEEE!!!!! [TOO CUTE OH SHIIIIIITTTT!!!!] *pant pant pant* fusosososososososo MOCHI KAERI!!!! [Taking you home with meee!!]

And like, last night my brother and my dad were watching a football match on TV, right, and my dad likes to turn off the lights not to save electricity to heighten the experience of TV watching (orz)

so she's only 2 and she's naturally afraid of the dark! So she played with some dominoes in the same room and she looked up and saw the creepy hallway light streaming into the living room through the glass. Next thing you know, she began to whimper and cry, pointing to the light and stark fear displaying across her chubby cheeks!

My heart broke in two!!! I started shedding tears myself!!! IT WAS TOO FUCKING CUTE, WAH. So I carried her, both of us crying at the same time to my mom and she was like, 'wtf dude' and took her into the bright kitchen where we played her the Castle in the Sky DVD she brought with her.

fuwah, my throat's clogging up at the memory T____T And that's when I realize, Antonio most likely couldn't help but spoil Romano because he can't stand seeing children cry ;_______; I totally get it now!!!! Oh, Antonio, why must you be such a pedo! You love Romano too much!! waaah, I don't want to see crying children ever again!! not unless they deserve it of course

I wish I had taken pictures...I hope I'll be able to see her again soon cuz...she's too adorable for words orz and she's now gonna have a little sister ;.; will I be able to take it? Two Miu-tans???? nuuuu~~~~

My Spanish cousins can't compare~ ¦ D It's an Asian baby thing, I just know it...

_{Moral of the entry: Don't let Spain anywhere near Asian babies.....}

I had had it. I'm done with one essay and the draft of another and I'm 1/2 done with two other essays and I did 10% of my English project. I think I deserve something.

_{I snapped.}

D.GRAY-MAN!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( WO WO WO!! )

I was listening to HRE's Maru Kaite Chikyuu and I couldn't help but notice that the melody is on the same key and follows nearly the same pattern as the Pirates of the Caribbean theme xDDD I can't help but think that pirate!HRE would be so adorable <3 Coming to save his princess, Chibitalia~ ;w; _{(with Prussia tailing behind XD)} I wish I could draw that..

I also realized why Germany's song "Einsamkeit" actually has little do with solitude ^^; I found out that there's a kanji for doitsu (独) which is the same kanji for loneliness *O* There's also an alternative writing, 独逸 of which the kanji mean "solitude" and "to miss (ie. a chance)/to forget" ;-; Oh, Japan, what the heck do you mean...well, okay, I'm researching here and they're telling me that the kanji spelling is based on phonetics and not the meaning but still, this is a delicious pun game I can get myself into >D -searches for more country names-

Oh wow, nearly all of them are from South America :O Well, it does say that Japan began to do this around a century ago when it re-opened to the rest of the world. Hmm, some of the kanji actually don't have any meaning too for some countries. Eh, I'll just take the interesting ones..

Spain: 西班牙 = West Squad Tusk/Fang (rawr >D)

Italy: 伊太利 = I taria [the same 'taria' for Austria :D] = Fat Advantage (XD)

England seems to be the only European country that actually has 'country' in his name ;w; (not counting China) Naturally, his kanji spelling is 英国 (E(nglish) Country) which is still used today to mean England/UK/GB :b

America: 亜米利加 = Ah Rice Advantage Increase (o_ó;)

France: 仏蘭西 = Buddha/French Orchid [蘭国 means Holland :D] West

Canada: 加奈陀 = Increase [The 2nd kanji is a starting kanji for what/when/where and "who"] Da _(Russia?)

Let me look up other Asian country names too :B (that have kanji spellings, I mean)

Hong Kong: 香港 = Fragrant Harbor (really?? Now I really wanna go *O* lol tbh, when I think of Hong Kong, I think of a nightly port-city with the lights reflecting over a rippling black water. Now? It has the smell of fish and delicious food added to the scene *D*D* -drools-)

Taiwan: 台湾 = Supporting Bay (oh dear ^^;)

Korea: 韓国 = Korean Country (awee, I thought it meant something..)

Russia: 露国 = Dew Country (...this sounds sad somehow ._.)

Mongolia: 内蒙 = Inner Receiving/Suffering (err??)

I really needa change the layout of my LJ orz I wish I had time to create my own layout; it'd look similar to this one but with the journal entries in the center and free reign over html codes and the stupid mood thing at the bottom of the entries and that the links automatically LOOK like links XD; hah...I wish I had time..

This may or may not become a series.. XD Watch as two very bored female Hetalians demonstrate their boredom in English class...

in Japaspanglench

(This is a link -> Part 1: Je m'Appelle Francis Bonnefoy

( English Translation )

Heya, it's Friday :D And Parent/Teacher conferences!! w00t!! So no school! XD ...although, it means that my dad automatically assigned one of my college essays be due by the end of the day orz screwed! Eh, it's the first draft, whatever...and I found out that actually, all of my essays have to be between 250 - 1000 words and I wasn't sure how much that was until now. It's actually only a few paragraphs ._. I wonder if I was freaking out for no reason? No, I still have essays to write...I haven't finished a single oneUu Eh, go go Elisa!! You can do it!!! Then you can read DGM!!!!!

I don't know why I'm holding myself off; I finished my English essay and this hell-of-a-week is over and I just need to write college essays and prepare a goddamn British Literature presentation ^#=D God I hate her...I hope it'll solve out cuz Ms. H (aka: The Demon) has some SERIOUS issues she needs to solve! [Again, I'll make another post about her when I feel like it >>; Right now, just...no. orz]

so um...wow. I had like, 40 messages to go through this morning XD; Thank god for the day off, even though it's ruined by the stupid English assignment. you know it's the ONLY hw assignment we got over the weekend? WE HAVE COLLEGE ESSAYS DUE, DAMMIT, UNDERSTAND-!!!

don't wanna talk about it ¬_¬

So yeah, today I'm catching up on messages and gonna work on my college essay. Then the rest of the weekend I'll use for my stupid English project. yup.

This week really was something, eh? I had a AP Bio test, presentation, an English essay, a Psychology project, Spanish essays, and new math material PLUS Auditions Day and First Rehearsal Day for Godspell xDDD I'm so glad it's all over; there's always this rollercoaster pattern ¦ D Time to concentrate on college essays while I can..

...then I can finally read DGM ^^; All right, a trabajar!! [to work!!] See you~

....guys.

I'm working on my AP Bio project and like. I'm listenning to APH Chara CDs right. And I'm listenning to Chibitalia's right. And like..right. I'm. this. close. to bawling OUT LOUD. OTL

It's too cute for him. Seriously. Oh my god, the voice is pooling mucus and pressure in the back of my nose and I feel like I'm going to have a nosebleed (like, a real one I'm not kidding orz) but...he's a boy!! rawr!! ^^;;;;;

oh my god though, when he mentions HRE....my heart's ready to break and I want to scream OTL I had to cover my mouth and scrunch my face up to keep myself from exploding, HELP. Especially how he defines chikyuu as 'poyon-poyon' and 'puwan-puwan' is just iosahbirndgjl;asdkf;db -'splode-

As for HRE...

I love how he gains confidence by the 2nd verse xDDDDD happy and clumsy but I'm Shinsei Roma? awww ;w;

HE APOLOGIZED FOR THE BAD FOOD. Awwwwww!!

The instrumental bit killed me. RIGHT AFTER HE SAYS, "I LOVE YOU"?? NOOOOO -daed-

"I want to see you again.." oh shit, I just threw my head back in mock-wail orz I hope no one saw that..

DAMMIT YOU HOPELESS ROMANTIC (no pun intended) OTL YOU TWO, STOP IT!!!!!!! GUWAAAAH, YOU KILL.

dude, I can't help but realize that all the seiyuu are great singers!! This makes me cry, seriously orz I wonder if they'll have Romi Paku sing too? I know she sings well but I never heard it...

[a few minutes later][oh. OH!! THE NEXT SONGS ARE SWITZERLAND AND LIECHENSTEIN!!! WHUUUT, ehhhhh, I wanted Spain and Romano!! D: -checks- aweee, next is Poland and Lithuania (LOL I WANNA HEAR POLAND'S xDDDDD) THEN IT'S AUSTRIA AND PRUSSIA!! COOL!! 8D

But...Spain? Romano? Will they do Romano's at all? I'm so worried ;_; I think he deserves more attention...just cuz I like SpainxRomano, tohoho XD;

okaaaaay, I should like...go... XD;

yeah, hi o.o;; I forgot to talk about the Halloween school party! Just a quick phrase: I went dressed in my Lenalee uniform with pants and boots on to look more soldier-like _{(lol self-insert OC much? ^^;;;; ....I was Miranda, okay, with short hair....? ^^;;;; orz)} and only Ako and Arisa were able to recognize my outfit and I had a lot of positive reactions and nobody really knowing what I was. But that's all right, cuz they told me that I looked like:

-A German soldier (err, Lenalee wouldn't be happy about that ^^;)

-A dictator (????)

-The Captian in the movie, "Fahrenheit 451". As in, the bad guy ._.;

-A forest ranger (uh...right. Mind the Rose Cross XD)

-chula and intimidating (= Lenalee ^^ yay~)

But it was fun~ I had a make-up shift at a booth where we put make-up on people and to advertise, we sang improv songs yelling about having facial transformation "FOR JUST ONE TIIIIICKEETTT" and "Buddy, you know you want a facial change cuz you're just too jealous of those who have and you've got MUD ON YOUR FACE, YOU BIG DISGRACE! You need some make-over to change that face!!" XD I was so afraid I would lose my voice lol.

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So that was Halloween. Yesterday, I put myself to work and only managed to finish school homework and only a little bit of my essay orz It's so bad, you end up putting homework first since the due date is closer than your applications so you end up getting hw done but when you do finish, you realize it's too late to make a satisfying difference to your applications so you kinda give upUu arghhh, pain in the ass...I'm not getting anywhere with this x-x

At one point, I was getting really depressed again and shedding a few tears when I slammed my fists down on the table, went to my bedroom, and drew out some scrap paper and some sticky tac for motivation posters.

"おばあちゃんの　おうえん！（フレーフレー！）" [Obaachan's support! (fure-fure!) <-it's her..exclamation for support XDD]

"QUEJAS [complaints] DO NOTHING."

"Pao: Acepta lo que venga y actúa acuedamente!" [Accept what could come and act accordingly to it!]

"Syazwani, Yasmeen, Vicki!" (XD)

"PITY DOESN'T HELP." [I really needa stop being so conceited and act for myself!! ><;;]

"R.e.m.e.m.b.e.r: They ran away." [sorry Ed ^^;]

"=>紳士的に行こうぜ! ;D [let's go in the gentleman's way!]

負けなんて認めないぜ！[Won't acknowledge loss.]
笑って、笑って　進め！！" [I'll laugh, laugh some more and move on!!]

[wahaha, guess where that came from xDD]

Motivation posters have worked for me in the past; mostly because I can't wait to bring them down xDDD So there they are~ My motivaiton, my inspiration~~~ 頑張ります！[I'll do my best!]

Oh yeah, I had a personal headbang concert yesterday too cuz I badly needed it so my neck hurt this morning as well as...bruises under my toenails ^^; Damn those heels, they seriously did wonders to my feet ._.;; I had a hard time walking to school..I had to take the bus, I just couldn't walk that upward hill xD; maaaan...

I reaaaaaaaaaaaally wanna read DGM SO BAD BUT I need to deserve my reward at the end; nothing tastes sweeter than a gift like that! >o<)/ But guess what? I got to tear down another DGM Calendar Page and get to the calendar page I most wanted to see xDDDDD Check 'im out, Lavi!! wooo! XDD

.....;A; DGM!!! WAIT FOR MEEEE!!!

Heya, I'm back~~ My body is sore and my head's a bit numb and my feet....oh man, I grew a virus under my foot and my pinkie toes are raw and red XD;; BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT.

I've got photos on my Facebook and I made a group dedicated to Hetalia fans that were present yesterday :'D => Hetalianos del Salón del Manga 31/10/09 (pa ti, Doitsu, por si acaso te encuentras aqui xD;)

( Convention~~~ )

I almost want to say, "I wish Hetalia had gotten popular earlier then I could have come the rest of the years with great excitement" but I just remembered what pao_8d made me realize that it's all about accepting what time gives us and reacting responsibly for it. It's true that I don't regret anything, and I should look forward to possibly going to an American con next year (woahh..) and I am eternally grateful that I was able to experience a Spanish con at it's greatest potential even though I'm going to miss it. I love you Spain for the way you can make strangers act like best buddies upon the first interaction ;w; I had many good conversations and photos and videos last night <3 Oh man, I love my country.. XDDDDDD dude, I actually forgot that I'm Spanish myself!! Gah, this happens WAY too often, oiii XDD Awwwww, Spain!! I love you!!! ;wwwww;

goddammit, I feel like I'm talking to Antonio xDD Love you too! <3

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So I'm hearing rumors that DGM came out already??????? I needa check that as soon as possible o__o;; But right now, I'm done with my Salón entry and I'm going to work on my homework and write at least 1 or 2 of my applications essays and I'll reward myself with the new DGM chapter. I'll do my best!!! I promise!!!!!!!

Lots of love to you all, I'll be back soon!!

_{I don't like my journal style anymore orz I can't adjust the font size and the mood pic is not where it should be T____T}

Oh, man. Here I go again, I'm all sad and hopeless orz

This sucks, I hate being so upset...I hate it so much. And I especially hate myself for encouraging myself to get more depressed! ARGH It's impossible!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING OTL

-looks around- Man, I feel like I haven't been in this room [the computer room] in so long...I really haven't been online much have I ^^; God, it's awful, I'm like...no longer anywhere now. I'm so busy, it's ridiculous. And you know what? I only feel like I'm accomplishing only ONE thing and nothing more, which is AP Bio. And you know what, it's one of the classes I should be least preoccupied about because it doesn't do anything for my future! It's just a class I took for fun! I keep on using it to vent my stress (although it IS true that we get a lot of homework for that class) BUT STILL. JESUS CHRIST. I need to get a hold of myself, I have a personal statement I owe The Demon tomorrow but I haven't even written a single word .__.;; and it's too late now, I'm so sleepy...and I need to sleep...and this paragraph is so long..let me skip a line.

( And add a LJ cut right here. )

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( Music is Emotion )

Oh, one more thing.

D.GRAY-MAN'S COMING OUT IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!

8DDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, I'm so busy I've resorted t checking my mail at school ._.;; AP Bio's a lot of fun but...it's so time consumming! ^^; No but seriously, I'm typing this in the middle of class so I'm Tupi g so fast I might make a million ttypos ^^; so sorry about that...

I still wish I had a laptop orz I'm so envious of my classmates _{damn rich bastards watching movies between classes and FBing behind the screen during class#} since they get to use their laptops to type their essays and perform media-related homework without a problemUu -sigh- I hope my parents will (finally) get the hint that I've worked my ass off since 6th grade just so I van appeal to them and get my own comp for once u.u patience, it shall come..! -crosses fingers-

I feel so bad for complaining all the time about this like a spoiled brat but...I have too many reasons why I ought to have one that I can't help but think that I am the one who should have one he most orz I'm gonna study IT for chrissake, seriously!Uu -pouts-

Anyway, oh man, Ms. H is killing us all orz I'll talk about it later when I can type with all ten fingers ^^; Got a lot of venting to do..

I was also moved to tears yesterday. I'm writing all this down so I can remind myself whtto write dr the next entry o_ó well, gotta go now, off to math class~ See ya~

lol I'm an idiot; I forgot today we switched clocks so I set the table an hour earlier 8D ~ Eh, at least I got to read Bakuman (SHUJIN IS SO COOL.) and watch FMA and Naruto <3 OMG THE ANIMATION JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER IN FMA!!!!!!! The Maychan scene was SO GOOD xDD I thought she would actually say something during the daydreams but all you heard was Romi Paku's delicious voice that...!! I had to watch it twice >W< SO GOOD!! <33333

GREED KICKSASS 8DD The animation is just AWESOME, it's like a REAL MOVIE. WOW.

Speaking of movies, I was so jealous of my brother and my dad today; I worked my whole afternoon on my AP Bio hw and they were there watching movies ;__; I wanna watch movies too! I have yet to watch "Toki wo Tobiru Shoujo" (The Girl who Jumps Through Time?); I really needa hurry up before it gets deleted off the website Syazwani sent me ^^; Sorry for taking so long!! It's kinda too late now and I wanna watch it in one go orz

-runs off to read LOL Corners-

-comes back with a raw throat-

I always multi-task ¦ D

Awesome~ Needa write a Personal Statement for this Friday and still have no idea what to write! Whoopee, let's keep this simple and on-top, it'll work out -w- ~~ shiiiit, I'm in trouble orz NO! NO ON-YOUR-KNEES-TIEM GET UP1!! -spanks self- yai yai, I'm going all M on myself...

en fin, I'm a nut 8D ~

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